Perfect match

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

5:40 AM

whole sunday i was with darling, and went to her church. she dun allow me wear specs sia whole day i blurr. hahaha. in the morning i was damn anxious cos gotta meet her parents. ee. i know they are nice but was just nervous sia. but they are both so nice. ^^

Gladys was like stationed near us to watch what we do every split second. we felt so "nan sou" but no choice right ><>

monday never see her whole day. was missing her like hell. sms whole day.

then finally!!! tuesday has arrived. the day we meeting xD i ran to crescent ( not literally cos my legs will break) to see her. i felt so out of place cos everybody around me was like, all gals and like, wearing so diff a uniform from mine. ><

then we went to dawson to drink and later go to park to date. xD i kinda told her all the stuff i wanted to tell but did'nt know how to start. darl was so quiet all the way. but her eyes are as seducing as ever. still looking at me with those, " do u want me?" eyes. hahahaha. parting time was painful :(

but well we are looking forward to seeing each other once again soon ^O^

ivan~~~~

&the beauty.

1:42 AM

too fast to register

yesterday i only remember spending time in private and going to vivo and having a damn good time ok!! then suddenly it change like into sth i did'nt even expected in my wildest dreams.

i felt so useless, not to be able to help her. and seeing her helpless makes me feel helpless too. but i asked her to pray to God and i know God will somehow give the best.

at 1:30 i got the sms "my mom wanna see u tmr at 9 at my house." lol quite shocked. i kinda know what happened. then talked for the entire night and did'nt really sleep. both so anxious of later what'll happen. it's a situation of life and death la really.

met aunty and talk for like 1 plus hours. but outcome was favourable thx God. darling was like praying to God for entire 1 hour. poor darl. knee and feet numb and can't walk.

now we are dating legally :D hehehhe

ivan~~~~

&the beauty.

4:07 AM

Censored content

lolx. today ah didn't go cj but went to darl's house. xD bad as i know but for darl ma, become bad also dun care. hahaha. then met at downstairs and walk the dog up the park. purpose is to date la not to walk the dog. lol. it's just an excuse thou. haha.

then the grass cutters spoil out mood sia, then we all evacuate to the solitary bedroom. haha. from about 10:10 to 2:35 ba. censored content lo.

then go eat at dawson again. both felt like our stomachs are gonna burst. then later go for a short date in the park. very reluctant to go back home la walau. breaks heart. haiz.

yet i find myself waiting again for the sweet day of tomorrow

iv@n

&the beauty.

7:00 PM

Sealed with a KISS

this morning, had to go for the boring bio class la. b4 i go for boring bio class, i got the shock of my life la. all the gals are like looking at me and smiling some evil smiles. it got me to think if my zip is open on my trousers. lol. then their leader came out to ask, "ivan u got gf ah. from where ah." i was like, "huh??? what i can't hear u", due to the loud depapepe music ringing away in my earphone. then later i realize, "omg how do u all know so fast!" "they were like, facebook la my fren. now we are living in information age remember?" "alrite alrite i dun wanna hear GP stuff la. ok ok she's from Crescent gals." i was telling at the faces looking at me with part envy part funny faces. WHAO u sure know how to choose gf ah. from crescent gals.

the tutor digress like hell and likes to talk extra stuff sia. old ppl la. then suppsoe to finish at 10 then finish at 1020. and wait for the damn bus like seemingly undeterminable.

the damn bus is here!!! full of anticipation, i just board it and found it crawling like a worm!! argh... that's it i am reaching my limits. grrr. i felt like just punching the bus driver and sit there and dash to my darling straight away.

cut long story short, i arrived and saw a bunch of gals. i was practically lost. didn't know what to say a a few science questions saved the day. hahaha.. after they went back, the heat is on!! Omg.hahha

but not the kinda wild uncontrolled destructive heat. rather serene, gentle, and sweet passion, sealed with a kiss. yes i did say a kiss.

and parting was the painful part which makes our date bitter sweet. sweet are the times we spend together but bitter is the time when we have to part. looking forward to tomorrow once more, which is merely a repeated wish which i had made the previous night.

iv@n ~~~

&the beauty.

5:56 PM

Hi (:

Ivan's wife here XD
hehe .

<3
Iris

&the beauty.

5:27 AM

Today hor wake up at 715. suppose to wake up at 830 lo. so what happen? i pretend i sleeping everytime my aunt comes in and when she go out i cont sms darling. haha.

then go sch. the lecturer was like half dead la. damn tired cos he said last night was his engagement. getting married soon lo. he was totally blur with a cup of coffee in his hands. later cant' even wait to get to queenstown la. i almost went to threaten the bus driver to drive faster sia.

then we met, spent time at library and later get the dog to go for a walk. same old place in the park. i think i kept hugging her for damn long. xD but she got static sia. touch already can't let go. better believe me say cos u will never have chance to try touch her. i kill u. haha.. xD

later hor, while eating disaster struck. lol. 10 mis call? i could even sense the fumes of her mom's anger sia. lolx. i was quite anxious and we pray very very hard. lol.

i kept giving promises to God that i will be a good bf. i will not hurt her harm her. i really wanna be with her till end. and i promise to keep our relationship pure and holy as well. wa seh alot of promises.
but God heard them all and we aren't pestered by questions. haha. thx God. :D

mayb God bless our relationship as she's all i have but she's all i need.

Ivan xD

&the beauty.

3:00 AM

if u go ask wht's difference bet fun and happiness to a person, he'll call u idiot. simply cos everybody thinks they're the same!@#$%^&*(_#@

but if u ask me the same question, i will say, the kind of hot blooded pleasure i get when i am with my frens, is fun.

and the kind of serenity enjoyment u get when u are with the special person, is what i call happiness.

so, i ask myself, did i have fun? or did i have happiness? i kinda regret misusing the word "fun" loosely when i message a person just this evening.

" i haven't had this kinda "fun" in a long time" now, i would like to replace the word fun with "happiness" which i associate, only with the person special to me..

bye folks ~~~~~ XD

&the beauty.